Tuesday, February 3, 2009

"Daddy told me shut up...."

came the reply from the bedroom as her mommy sat on the edge of the bed trying to console her. The beautiful little angel didnt feel good. She was just starting to get sick and was sad all night long. She was up,well past her bedtime. And unfortunately for her parents. They were trying to have a bit of midnight sex on the couch. Her crying "MMMOOOOOMMMMMMMMYYYYY!!!!" was a little more than distracting for her dad, and mommy too. But her daddy reached his boiling point, and in a fit of selfish rage screammed out at the top of his lungs "Jasmine.....SHUT UP AND GO TO SLEEP!!!!!"

She's old enough now that she know's that being ugly when you say shut up to someone one. And her daddy is more than old enough to know not to ever say it to his little angel, especially when she doesnt feel good.

heart break.............doenst quit cover it to hear your daughter telling her mommy through tears "daddy told me shut up.....daddy told me shut up"

i truely am a horrible father, and have no reason to be in her precious life.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

fuck em....

.......that's my attitude today. i just really don't care. i want to drown myself in a sea of drug/alcohol induced haze to where i cant remember basic motor functions.

do you think i'm depressed and need some med's?

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but my idea sounds a lot more fun.